LsS... >_

Posted by catmille13 at 09:12 AM on March 2, 2006.

hahaha... i have a bad case of lss 2day...

but the song's really really nice, mind you...

but here's the catch...

i can relate to it...

Falling Leaves by wickermoss               
                   
My memory of him, brings the pain                       
The despair of being alone again                       
In one flash we were up in the air                       
But he lost his grip and went astray                       

His images ran here in my mind                       
Expecting again that he'll be mine                       
We met again my feelings were still intact                       


But he went away, and turned his back                       
But he went away, and turned his back     

Insanity only relieves the pain     
Left me like a fool soaked in the rain     
A light shone down on me like     
Falling leaves     
     
As if to seek ( something for relief)     
Something for relief ( something for relief)     
As if to seek ( something for relief)     
Someone to believe ( someone to believe)     

Is this the love I seek through ages     
The fantasy I've been longing for     
He told me it would be for the best     
To stay away and leave his mess     

And leave his mess ( 3x)

(Repeat I, II)

haii... life does suck sometimes...he3x!

Currently listening to: nada... for the nth time...
Currently reading: my blog?!?
Currently watching: nada... again...
Currently feeling: numb

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tOtally iRonic...

Posted by catmille13 at 10:31 AM on March 29, 2006.

all i can say is everythin's turnin' weird around me this week...

one incident happened last saturday... my EX crush (yep... it's an old crush) suddenly became my textmate while i was travelin' to manila w/c was quite peculiar coz...

he never replied to my texts or jokes before.... weird...

and what sucks is that... i don't like him anymore... i think i was turned off because... nah... it's too private, he3x!

my other crush on the other hand was insisting if he could bring his "newest prospect" to my... to my debut! gawd! is that an insult or what?! i almost strangled him! lucky for him... he wasn't on my side when he asked me about it... he would be dead for sure... LoL... kidding! 

i mean why on earth would you bring someone to a debut whom the celebrant (w/c is i... btw) didn't invited on the 1st place?!? arrgh!!!

am i turnin' bitter?

i guess.... maybe... aww gawd!

haii... im still crossing my fingers that he wouldn't invite that gurlaloo to my party... he' s UNCONSCIOUSLY ruining it for me!

if he only knew... if he just knew...

haii.... oh... im sighing again for the nth time...

i just hope that he wouldn't do it... even only on that special day...

then he can go on raving about that gurl again after my party... even if it stings, hahaha! i guess im really unlucky when it comes to crushes... they all tend to treat me as their kabarkada or worse... as their lil sis! arrgh!

well... that's life... you win some... you lose some...

but wait a minute...

when was the last time i won?!?  

Currently listening to: nada...
Currently reading: my blog?!?
Currently watching: happy tree friends :)
Currently feeling: weird

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