mY nEw yEar'S... rEaLizAtiOn (?!?)... =^.^=
Posted by catmille13 at 04:04 PM on December 25, 2006.
befOre... my usuaL uhmm... hoLiday sOng was, "ang disyembre kO ay maLungkOt," which is TOTALLY embarassing! but right now... that very cOrny sOng never came Or pOpped intO my mind. thOugh ive been singLe fOr the past 18 years... i reaLized that... it's waaaay better tO be singLe right nOw! am nOt that bitter Or anything but being singLe as Of the mOment has its advantages for me. i had mOre time tO study since im intO waaay acad mOde this sem, i had mOre time tO meditate On aLL the things that ive went thrOugh this year, & i stiLL have mOoOore mOney tO spend fOr my friends & family's gifts... & the mOst impOrtant Of aLL... i had the chance tO have my "me time," wherein i can dO whatever i wanted tO dO.
it's just nOw that ive reaLized that im very fOrtunate... tO have an interesting Life. ive aLways thought that i was THE MOST BORING persOn On earth then it began tO sink in... "if my Life was bOring as i aLways thOught it was... then why are there stiLL sOoO many peOpLe interested in it & why am i having sOoO much fun right nOw?!" it dawned upOn me that i was stiLL pretty Lucky this year despite sOme academic prObLems, sOme crush mishaps, etc... cOz i stiLL end up having my Own band (yey catfood!), i gained waaaay mOoOre friends, i drank mOre... cOffee (u just gotta Luv starbucks!), my grades imprOved, ive gOt mOre mOney tO spend fOr my shOpping urges... & the List gOes On!
yep... it's true... "when Life gives yOu LemOns... make LemOnade... Or better yet... make LemOnade & share it!" wahahaha!!! i knOw that in sOme Of my entries... i kept On whining abOut this & that but bLogging it aLL made me reaLize that when yOur Life's a b*tch... grin & bear it... & make the mOst Out Of it! it's a gOod thing that when this year ends... im quite ready tO face new ObstacLes with a smiLe On my face, a mOre pOsitive OutLoOk in Life, & with a venti-sized iced white chOcoLate mOcha espressO frOm starbucks in hand! (hahaha... nagendOrse! ;>
never mind if im singLe Or if i gained a bit weight Or if i gOt a bit mOre tanned than usuaL... what matters is...
im sOoO ready tO face the new year... & kick sOme butt! =^.^=
Currently listening to: whOops nOw by janet jacksOn
Currently reading: my bLog... =^.^=
Currently watching: whOops nOw vid...
Currently feeling: refreshed