a SAD poem...
Posted by catmille13 at 01:44 PM on April 2, 2007.
HE knows me, i know HIM...
we’re FRIENDS… as THEY say…
i know HER, SHE knows me too…
yet we’re NOT friends…
just MERE acquaintances…
BUT he knows HER…
and surprisingly THEY are friends…
or maybe MORE than that…
SHE met an accident…
i felt SO sorry for HER…
i prayed that SHE would be fine…
HE took care of HER…
HE never left HER side INSTEAD…
SHE lost the one SHE loves…
yet a NEW one awaits HER…
SHE does NOT even realize…
SHE was bruised…
I was ALSO bruised…
SHE lost a love one…
yet i DO too…
someone is WILLING to help HER…
no one does for ME…
to cope up with the PAIN…
the pain of LOSING someone…
HE was the one WILLING…
then it DAWNED upon me…
SHE was the ONE that HE loves…
SHE won… I lost…
yet AGAIN…
i did EVERYTHING…
SHE did NOTHING…
but SHE got HIM…
i was left with NONE…
Currently listening to: ikaw Lamang by SiLent Sanctuary
Currently reading: randOm bLogs...
Currently watching: randOm vids sa yOutube...
Currently feeling: lonely
SUMMER BUMMER!
Posted by catmille13 at 05:09 PM on April 29, 2007.
hahaha... my summer's... weeell... pretty predictable...
in other words... B-O-R-I-N-G!
hahaha... before i RANT...
my band LOST that OPM Remakes Band Showdown thing! i wasn't THAT disappointed coz i was NOT expecting that we'll win... but i was SHOCKED that the bands who won... well they won because they "CLEANLY" pLayed their songs... but their songs AREN'T remakes! c'mon... the bands pLayed songs from bamboo & other NEWLY emerged bands... so basically, it's like ONLY 2 out of the 12 bands did remade songs! sheesh! so where is the "REMAKE" part of the contest?!? hahaha... totally pointless...
back to my summer... i haven't been out THAT much...
haven't visited any beaches, but at least i got to go to saguijo AT LAST! yey!
saw the "indie elite" group... but they're NOT as warm as the peeps in purple haze, 6UG... you know what i mean by that... if you're NEW... you HAVE to get along with them. luckily, ive got a bunch of friends with moi when i was there... if i was like ALONE when i went there... QUE HORROR! but mind you, saguijo's nice... though a bit tiny for a cafe/bar/gallery/vintage throve... i love the nice touches in the walls (the murals to be exact) and i was able to score this very UNIQUE but really cute cheongsam dress... for ONLY 300 bucks! where can you get that deal right?
hmm... i began to like post as in EVERYDAY in the bloomfields forums... hahaha... at last... im sort of a BLOOMIE already!
i got like HOOKED to their cd that i was like playing it over and OVERRRR again... and still i am NOT tired of listening to them! i got sooo addicted to them that i actually PERSUADED my 'rents so that i can come to one of their eastwood gigs by riding a taxi... ALL BY MYSELF! hahaha... such sheer desperation eh? or because of my "undying affection" for the boys (rocky & louie? *ehem ehem*) i mean for their music, hehehe!
let me see... i got to OVERSLEEP again this summer... well who doesn't right?!? i mean if your studying for 10 months with MINIMAL sleep... ONLY relying on "power naps" you'll tend to uhh... ABUSE your "sleeping hours" during the summer hehehe...
alas... because of dozing off and eating TOO MUCH... yeah... i think i gained MORE weight again... yikes!
time to exercise i guess...
hmm... i GOT to be LAZY again... and that is BAD...
but im LOVIN' it! hahaha!
what else... hmm, nothing much!
but what the heck... i still have like MORE than a month of summer... maybe i can use it for SOMETHING worthwhile already like for composing more songs, jamming with my band, recording a demo (hopefully!!!), finally swimming (again!), going to other places, etc etc!
though half of my summer's quite a dud...
i still have time to make it MORE interesting!
***ohh... btw... the "HE" on my last entry, saw him a couple of days ago, and sadly... eventhough we got to talk and joke around a bit... it's not going to be the same again...ever...
maybe it's time to just BURY every memory of that sad episode, right?
Currently listening to: lonely tree by moonstar88
Currently reading: threads in the bloomfields' forums
Currently watching: nadaah...
Currently feeling: bored