Feeling Bored and Mushy... Eew! :P
Posted by catmille13 at 09:45 AM on November 3, 2007.
feeling bored and mushy at the same time REALLY sucks... eew! 
while hopping from one site to another, i was suddenly playing these mushy old love songs... and i HAVE NO IDEA why the hell i'm doing it! talk about sounding heartbroken... though i'm not... i guess...
i'm still stuck at home, hopelessly looking for things that can possibly still make me sane, to escape total sembreak boredom...
would you guys believe that in such sheer despiration, i had actually read a paranormal book that i just got my hands on from my constant quest to entertain myself?! talk about being a closet nerd, haha!
back to being mushy... i suddenly found myself playing an odd selection of love songs such as:
1. Till They Take My Heart Away - Clair Marlow
2. I Miss You - Boyz II Men
3. Very Special Love - Lani Misalucha
4. Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente
5. Stay - Lisa Loeb
6. Words Get In The Way - Gloria Estefan
and it was sooo out of character for me to go on a sobfest-songfest mode... i am definitely NOT turning myself emo (goodness gracious if that happens! yikes!) but maybe boredom revealed the inner romantic in me... omg! omg! OMG!!!
being bored made me so idle... that it turned me mushy! OMG!!!
or maybe i'm missing someone... though he definitely is having a ball with his' own sembreak... lucky for him, how unfortunate for me!
haii... being stuck at home, with no money and nothing to do made me reminisce cherished moments that i'll never have with him again... and it sucks that these things go on automatic playback everytime i pause... darn it!
staring into space is another option but i'd rather be mushy since i don't wanna lose precious brain cells, haha...
i do wish a productive idea would suddenly popped in my head so i can do even a single fun thing this sembreak coz i don't wanna end up being the crybaby i fear turning into due to boredom! yikes! 
Currently feeling: bored