2nd sem...
Posted by catmille13 at 07:00 PM on December 1, 2007.
yup... it's the 2nd semester... back to school as usual... and it sucks... sort of 
since i easily get bored, i've actually had 2 haircuts already (for this sem only) which means my patience is getting shorter and shorter... just like my hair, haha!
i am (sort of) trying to be my 'ole perky, friendly, sassy self but it seems i am getting bored with this WHOLE charade... gawwd... i can never be contented, yikes! 
yes, i am desperately seeking new stuff, places, hobbies... or anything that can instantly entertain me, bring back my sanity, and can be a big slap on my face... anything that will bring me back to reality! even retail therapy does not even work for me anymore! talk about going through extreme lengths to just stop myself from being bored!
lately, i've been feeling blah... some noticed that i have this blank, glassy stare which made them wonder, "who sucked the fun out of camille?" and yes, even i can't answer that question... 
and now... i am lost for words...
maybe it's time for me to grow up and shut up...
or maybe i'm just not used to drastic changes (inevitable)
ooh... *snaps her fingers* now i HAVE a new hobby...
and i've figured it out already...
it's asking TOO MANY questions!
Currently listening to: real girl by mutya buena
Currently reading: none
Currently watching: none rin!
Currently feeling: blah
Looks Can Be Deceiving...
Posted by catmille13 at 05:22 PM on December 7, 2007.
DISCLAIMER: i should've had posted this last thursday but due to tons of homework... it's only today that i was able to go near a computer.
Thursday, December 6, 2007
Last night (Wednesday), out of sheer craving... I bought some baked macaroni from this quaint bakeshop. I reheated it then today for lunch and do you guys know what bothered me?
For some peculiar reason, it tasted so much like...
peach mango pie... yup... Jollibee's peach mango pie!
Yeah, food can look deceiving yet aren't people too?
Some people look really grungy but they're the ones who are sober & studious. Those who look really clean, good-looking, own a lot of designer stuff like Wayfarers & Louis Vuittons are those who NEVER fail to get stoned everyday. Some people act rich but secretly, they only live on shanties or shoeboxes while those people who look really, REALLY simple are the actual heirs/heiresses of some huge amount of fortune.
Then it made me wonder... why pretend?
Why do we have to hide under these pretentious masks? If you think you're nerdy among your partygoer clique, so what? If you're the only kikay among your rocker friends, why not flaunt it? Why can't we be true to ourselves? Do we have to pretend in order to just fit in or are we simply scared to be different?
I guess it takes a LOT of guts to stand out & skip to a different beat. Being different isn't so bad... it actually is fun! Fun in the sense that you have freedom to express yourself! 
So the next time you opt to wear a dress to your jeans & tshirt combo-populated school or you want to play the bass in a punk band than to dance ballet like your other friends... don't be scared...
There's NOTHING wrong with being different!
Remember, you're just keeping it real!
Currently listening to: justin timberlake
Currently feeling: sleepy
"hash" coffee :P
Posted by catmille13 at 04:19 AM on December 21, 2007.
Yeah... for some peculiar reason... a friend and I got intoxicated...
Not over vodka, tequila... nor beer...
It was over coffee! Hahaha... sounds weird right?!
Yesterday morning, while hausiemate Krista's friend (and now my long lost sister) Rupert and I were sipping plain, 'ole black coffee... we suddenly both became err... giddy... no...
Waaaaay giddy!
We actually thought Krista's coffee was spiked... laced with... hahaha... I guess we all know what I'm talkin' about, hehe! *wink wink* 
Just after the first sip of coffee... Rupert and I suddenly became instant nonstop chika buddies... we were really talking NONSTOP! No kidding! Haha, we were blaming it both on the coffee that we now dubbed as...
"Hash coffee!" Harharhar!
I can't believe that we had sooo MUCH to talk about to think that yesterday was the first time we were able to talk to each other! Talk about having a lot of things in common!
Drinking coffee is a habit of mine but that "hash coffee" had weird effects on the two of us... we went into hyper mode... at 9 in the morning! We were gushing over our common crushie *kilig* for 4 hours straight!
I guess coffee does wonders... in peculiar ways even! Haha!
Currently listening to: Alicia Keys' No One
Currently reading: my blog :P
Currently feeling: annoyed
