My Non-existent Grad Pic
Posted by catmille13 at 10:06 PM on March 21, 2009.
Yes, I DO NOT have a grad pic.
Why you ask?
Because I'm NOT graduating this March.
It sucks... I KNOW.
While
my friends and batchmates pore over their creative shots and formal
shots, I admit that yeah, I do get jealous at times, wishing that I do
have my own set of pictures too.
Sometimes, well often actually, it
kinda hurts when I see uploaded grad pics of my peers on networking
sites since I should have had been uploading mine myself, instead of
still struggling on my acads just to be able to get myself on track
again.
Sometimes, I still do ponder on a lot of what-if's like:
"What if I opted to choose another university and study what I have really wanted?"
"What if I just gave up on studying in UP earlier on when there was still time to transfer schools and do what I really desire?
But then again, I can't go back in time and change all of these. 
I
try to keep myself from getting to the point of just throwing
everything away and just follow what I really fully desire, because
that would be a selfish thing to do.
Maybe I am not graduating on time because it wasn't meant to be.
Maybe there is a purpose for it, but whatever it is, I still do not have a clue.
Yet sometimes, I do wish that I live a normal life and that I'm graduating on time but then again...
My life would be boring then!
Since I easily get bored, maybe these imperfections are THE things that make my life interesting and colorful! 
Currently feeling: melancholy